| i've been mad emo this past week. all i wana do is just lye under my blanket and dream all day. many times the dreams i have just force me to get my ass up.
i had my first day at work today. and wow, that was the longest 4 hours of work ever!!! but it was fun, and i learned a lot. i'm happy they're actually taking a lot of time to make sure i'm trained well. another day at work tomorrow, and then i'll be an early bird thursday to work with the owner.
i don't wana be emo anymore. i went jogging earlier tonight. i jogged my heart out. i gota cut down the drinking and smoking and lay low for a while, and add the family time there, and see old friends. that should help me feel a lil better.
words of the wise...things will come together eventually... they always do...just getting through the now really sucks. :(
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| it's time i take back what is mine, and it feels good. :)
i officially took my name off the actives list. good bye for now dsp. it was fun while it lasted.
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| yo!
it's been a while. just saw twilight and i must say it was surprisingly really good. i like vampire flicks for some reason. caught up with my big bro. i'm glad he's doing well. tomorrow i have an interview. woohoo! i'm glad i'm learning how to job hunt now then learning it while my parents won't be helping me out after i graduate. i gotta get up in 4 hours for my skin test. then pack, prep for interview, interview, then off to initiation house, buy food...long day tomorrow, but i'm happy. i feel like i lost myself for the past couple weeks, and i'm slowly getting myself back. o! and tonight, i learned how to play bang and in my world. and since i know you're reading this, you are an awesome friend! thank you so much for being there in the hospital, and always just being there for me. i'll always have your back because your worth it!
sleepy time. good night.
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| so today i actually hung out with my mom. we went to costco. i know..big deal right? well it is. i stopped hanging out with my mom a long long time ago. but after the hospital, everything is different now. i'm glad we actually spent time together. and we had conversations too. i think it's great progress. love you mom. -phil
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| it's been more than a month since i left the hospital and i must say i am healing up very nicely.
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